It's Been 45 Months Since I Quit!

I can't believe it. Yesterday I got an email saying that it's been 45 months since I quit smoking. It also said that I saved $7,123.25. Boy it would have been nice if I would have banked it, but I've supported some of my favorite beads stores instead . Oh well, we can't have everything! One thing that I have to remember and I do think about it....is that I'm an addict and very afraid of smoking again. I've heard of so many people who have quit for a long period of time to right start back up again...I just pray and say please don't let me!